I sit on my bed.. Crying like a fool.. Once again I believed the lie you told me.. Ate it up like glass.. As it cuts my throat and fills my mouth with blood.. I still hope.. I still apologize like I'm the one who hurt you.. I'm sorry.. My mind is trailing off.. My heart is sinking to the bottom of my chest.. I forgot I had a heart till it started beat for you.. I love you.. I truly do.. But do you still feel this.. The love that we had.. Maybe it was only me.. Who loved.. Who cared.. Who cryed.. Who tryed.. I'm sorry.. I love you....