Parasitic way to love

In a world of disaster you label me death because I denied your whole being in one tiny step

My refusal of you and all that you are has brought you to life like a bleeding scar

Your prudent subtlety cripples my mind as all moral fiber is left behind

Pulling me down with flourishing avenge your alluring blue eyes intrigue me again

With their perversion and mayhem decaying in sin our insanity rises and this game begins 

Harmless thoughts now become real stuck in a trance and begging to feel

Your superior essence of sadness and lust that torments my soul til I no longer trust

In me and my words and the thoughts in my mind the act of denying has made me confined

To a seemingless endless circle of rage from which you emerge escaping your cage

With a look in your eyes that requires no words I tremble inside and everything blurs

This devious torture it's lost all its fun I overstep the moon as you lay below the sun

Feeling as tho were world's apart I die deep inside as you hang from my heart 

Your a botched delusion I misjudged myself and my twisted disposition cries out for help 

Its righteously unjust how I deny what you are and completely intangible why we pushed things so far

*Were two delusional parasites that conform to what we feed on that which makes us whole inside because together we believed 
In an ending that involved destroying all we ever were and I seen our rise and fall and our intentions seemed so pure 

And these little things about you that keep me crawling at your feet are the same things I fight within their your parts of me 

Parts I'd die without that are impossible to grasp and one second they come alive and the next they die so fast 

Resulting in me breaking and slowly going blind and still collecting thoughts of you that rot inside my mind

Tags: sad, love, pain, fear,