This came to me while sitting in my room reading poems of doom and gloom. Other poems of despair and dread, even poems where people wish they were dead.What, did you miss taking your med's? Cause you can't do anything dead. Now think about it, laying in the ground non the wiser, all you are good for is fertilizer. because there's nothing good about keeping all that despair and dread in your head. It's negative energy tugging and pulling at your soul, trying it's best to pull you into a black hole. The deeper you go the more you yearn and the closer you get to no return. I know life is hard and sometimes not fair, but death is final and this I declare. Although when you die you will awake again, standing before the Lord with that tremendous sin. You see your life is made just for you and there are some things you will go through, betrayal, stress and strife to name a few, but that's part of life. Like in school you had to pass test after test, to make you grow and be your best. But you will run into problems to big to face, and you can call on the Lord, He will take your case. Now you will hear people say, don't show your emotions, stay tightly wrapped, but a lot have gone down from believing that crap. Your life is your's it fits you like a glove, you are special because it comes from above. So when things get too hard on you, remember, you are not alone, you can call on Him anytime, and you don't need a phone. If you are living in the night He will bring you out of that dark place and into the light. then the next person you see you will know what there going though, you will know what to say and you will know what to do. And that, without a doubt, is what life is all about. I know, I've been there, I'm living proof, this is how I know that what I am writing is the plain truth. For The Lord lead me to the right people, who heard my plea and they pulled me up, they really helped me. And it was all by the Grace of the Lord, when things were just too hard. Again it's all up to you. So before that death way you choose, give Him a try, what have you got to loose. O, Your Life? Yea Right..