(R&B Version)
I feel so (Torn) inside,
Especially, (When I see U.)
I must be honest with myself,
I am (Officially Missing You,)
I don't know why, I just do.
I feel like crying out,
I feel like taking off.
But, (...
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BEULAH LAND
By Kenvil Atkins
BEULAH LAND
Oh beautiful St. Lucia Island in the sun
I did not leave because I hated thee
You are dear to me like a cup of cool
Clearwater
But the pioneer spirit would not let me be
It's in ...
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I’m trying my best to stick around
But it’s getting harder every day
The nights are getting longer
And the light is fading fast
I don’t know how much longer I can last
I feel so tired all of the time
I don’t want to fa...
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Some days it hurts my heart
Sometimes I want to become road art
Today I nearly did
And if I had
Would I stop feeling sad?
I often wonder what's for the best
To go on fighting or give it a rest
Around the corner is just anothe...
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Tired of the reruns
Same story all the time
Playing over and over
We get it
The build up
The climax
The drop
It's all the same story
Just a new time
Just change the channel?
My batteries are drain.
Wish I could jus...
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a lost wanderer
roaming through the city lights
searching for home
a place of his own
looking for directions
to the place unknown
a bleeding heart looking for home
a place of its own and
in the city lights lost
itsown
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a silent fire
eating from within the world outside,
controlling me or in my control.
in my silent search
the lines merge;
Is it the demon in me
or me a demon.
Am i haunted or the haunting,me.
The cloak sheds,
unr...
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"That morning,
after the rain stopped,
dissolving into misty vapor,
I lay in the flowers for you.
That day, the corpse flowers weeped
for they were afraid
you would go
as quickly as they die.
the rain made me feel ...
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We fit like puzzle pieces that construct a wall that protects our mental and physical well beings. We are connected spiritually. A true love that never fades. We see each other as a drug. Both of us needing that drug to live. We’re ...
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I'm not good enough for this
So don't tell me that
I can do anything I set my mind to
I constantly feel like
I let myself down
That's why I won't say
I'm a successful person
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Little duck stitched on the pocket of that fluffy yellow robe
Happiness, giggles and love.
Turned into
A shadow of clothes, black eyes and cuts.
Angry, sad and done with life.
I was too late to save you.
And I will...
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She walked through life with her hands covering her eyes
Neglecting to protect her own sanity from the cruel world
Tripping over terrors and falling into holes of pain
She didn't wanna see any of it
Yet neglecting to look, she ...
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Not alone,
Not together,
Just here.
Walking on the sideline .
Watching you very carefully.
You don't even realize I'm here.
But my presence is oddly needed.
I wish you would listen to me to.
And understand,
But you don't.
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“Hope”
There’s hope.
Hope I find most in madness
It speaks to me most, that is why.
When I hear madmen speak, I’m at home.
It’s a familiar stench and warmth
It brings me closest to the light.
Be thankful for ma...
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The buck stops here it’s their birthright and curse we have no business being there
They are program to fight among themselves you would be wise not to improvise
Sitting in high places with covered faces leaving no traces is...
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I am speaking to my friend
Who is stuck inside of a jar
I don't who she is
All she'll tell me is that she is a star
She is another phoney
Trying to impress the high school
I don't know whether I should the truth to myself
O...
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What if?
My plans always involved him and you
My family torn apart my heart in two
My plans always involved him and you
I was always down for a d.a.d number two
This is all wrong.
We were supposed to go home
We were supposed t...
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Maybe I need to wake up
I'm still in denial
Typing in your number but I can't dial
I thought we were going home
Those 4 walls
I wanted someone to talk to us alone
I wanted to do peoms on a picnic
That was supposed to be our d...
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We planned for you to be born
From my arms torn
I planned that ring
And now I feel like a used up thing
I thought the whole day with you son
Just two hours guess its better than one
In reality I don't know what time you have lef...
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My son its getting late
I'm sorry I've been doubtful but
These hospitals won't determine your fate
You will play just as hard as your siblings
Take care of her my son
Daddy can only ponder on what's going on
Daddy can only st...
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